Post_no.50

There is 2 posts not published in drafts....

I should post them so then the post count/post number is up to post 52 and the next one is post 53.

These two numbers (52&53) are reference to my exgirlfriend ms23(&1:25)=(AlliY)& is most recent sexual partner's parents who were born in the years 1952&1953.

I am currently still a bit annoyed at her for reasons she should know though recently since some thought triggered reason I've been not thinking or wanting her or a younger then myself girl and been really wanting to find this 1 girl who even though is younger then ms23/iY/i25 she is older then me born (june1987)

I just then before writing this sentence paragraph line(s) here before current time that is 1134pm on Saturday night 29.09.2018 now 1135pm now those two posts I thought would be posts 52&51 well they weren't and this edited addedvto post_no.50 is still the 50th and the next fresh new one is post51 and continues there after. I'm still now 1136pm Saturday want to know and hear from this ash girl who was over a year older so I guess my theory of baby creating and this 180 days rule that I hypithesised may indicate she's defs married with children? To an older then her dude. Anyhow not as devastated as some others make me I think due to the information of her vessel humanvessel her being connected to whatever reality of angel "watching over you" string of thought and my memory of her xzysting and my witness of her does not upset me even though she always had a boyfriend and I should not maybe think of connecting to her in case she still has a husband/bedwed/boyfriend and maybe not the psychlink derived idea of a free? Widow post grievance. 1143pm Saturday 29.09.2018 @ alpine lodge in the room I rent 1143