How a boring day what is there to do with all my time who is there to see and there has to be something to fill my time I am bored so much and without seeing my girlfriend I am lost. I wonder if there is anything that this world can offer to erase ones boredom. I need something to do I am left to my own devices and are bored shitless. There is nothing one can do without money except loiter or go for walks or run or swim in the bay or ocean or park facility. I can not seem to find anything that pleases me and that could be defined as a hobby I'm helpless.
Help me help myself -- is my quote
How can this misery be stopped how can I save my soul. Is it true I've sold my sole soul for gifts of chaos? Jesus I am mad to think Warhammer games workshop religion actually exists in this dominion of earth and dimension of reality. I can't use the word what though I had too unfortuately at the start of the post shame on me. There are some pritty girls that venture past the hospital I find though I have a girlfriend and it is sin to want their body's and to consumate with such vessels, while I already have a sexual and emotional binding partner. I went to see her before just near 11 and she told me to go away because she was sleeping. I doubt she wants to face today because it is today she offically lost her licence so I can understand why she wants to continue to sleep. I guess she doesn't want me that much or is not ready for a relationship, I wonder also how am I going to make her valentines day speshill? And also will we make it to Valentines Day as a couple as I feel someone else needs me or it is I need them though someone unforseen is in the loading stage of my dreamlike reality I wonder who it could be??
That seems enough from me today I'll write more another day though I hope the reader is content with this content for readership. Anyway Averdeci ehhhhhhhh Ketchyahszzz
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