Here I am back at SECU after seeing my darling Kim for half an hour and in that time the diazepam kicked in and with the fatty oils of macas it created a drunk effect which I liked very much, it could have been the high sugared chocolate frappe which I bought for Kim, and no she still doesn't qualify for being a gold digger, she pays me back!
Anyway how's things for you, the reader I would like to know. Please leave a comment on a post because I currently have visitors to my blog at least one every day though I have yet to receive some feedback on how the blog is going, like is it have the content that is interesting to read or is it just a waste of my time, being that I am not entertaining anyone for my personality according to the personality test called 16 personalities said that I am an entertainer due to my responses and selection of answers on the multiple choice test that I underwent to get a better understanding of myself. It seemed to be correct just I don't know if it is 100% accurate though it was on a generalization a quite good evaluation of me. I recommend all of you to search up "The 16 Personality Test" and do the multiple choice answers to see what sort of personality you do possess.
Anyhoo, it breaking news my anxiety has subsided and I feel quite good very good at the moment I am happy Sarah has found a partner and is in union with someone it makes me feel good that someone is able to make her feel good and not her by herself in misery without me. With me I was making her miserable though now she is free of me and she is happy I hope in her new life. On the other side of the coin I have gotten myself a new partner in life and she is wonderful making my recovery from ice use very successful and is a support definitely good for me and is making the days fly by and makes the stay here at SECU bareable. I just hope we don't start fighting like how me and Sarah used too because then it will turn toxic and I believe it is far from such and touching her and her touching me is the best feeling I have felt since the early days of me and Sarahs relationship. I could say I am in love again. Which I thought may have been impossible though it has become a reality which I get to live.
In the bad of life there is a demon presence in my body though I hope I can subdue it so there is no outbreak and infectious disease. Just need to pray to GOD that I can overcome the demons that dwelith inside my temple.
In later news we have the sun shining and the days are warm, heading into the twenty years ago fire season that created the loss of many houses and homes that dwelled the community which my parents live in and I too will be resideing once I get discharged from this shit hole called SECU. It is shit not so much due to staff though to policy that suggested that no smoking was to happen on and in the facility it has hindered my progress and only strained my lungs as I chaff down way too many smokes when I am allowed out to make up the nicotine and other 40,000 chemicals I am addicted too, the smoke it therapeutic and makes me feel good regardless of the health implications I believe that smokeing promotes good moral and eval for the population that smoke. Think back in the trench days of WW1 and WW2 as well as Gulf Wars and Islamic Opposition Wars the packet of smokes to the soldier is a god send and is always appraised and appreciated hundred fold and is always a number one morale booster for those such in the thick of it, meaning those at pressure and threat of a grenade exploding and killing them or bullets wizzing past overhead those soldiers need those smokes unless on night black ops for the ember gives away positions to the enemy. Though in a cupped hand those tokes are brilliant and are much so satisfying to the inhaler.
"Don't exhale those that exhale loose 70% of there smoke!" -quote from Mick Nolan off the Big Lez Show "Yeah nah nah mate!"
Funny shit I advise all to watch as many episodes of the BIG LEZ SHOW on youtube as they are a funny creation of some ozzie paint bmp file animators silk kunts silkaz brah as rossco put it! Anyway this has been a long post I should finish it there and sign out though can't unless I finish with a double ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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ketchyahszz
signing out
from
DANDE
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