Post 5


Here I am at SECU in the computer labs writing about what has been happening so far and that is that they the mental health service have put me on a new medication called Lurazadone or something to that spelling. I felt a bit weird afterwards after taking it only a half tablet tho it was in the morning and I bet now I have to take interval medications morning, afternoon and night. It is bullshit, why do I have to have a medication for being a person with different opinions. I guess I just have to go with it and see if it actually helps me instead of making me feel like shit.


Also what has happened today is that I saw Kim in the morning just before I came back in from smoke break I want to see the doctor so I get granted hour leaves at least a few times a week. Tho I will have to wait and see. I hope I am able to get these ANZ shares at the price I have bided them at which is $27.55 each I hope I get them as it would make me feel better that I have a portfolio with 205 ANZ share which is substantial if I get a 95c dividend I will receive a total of $194.75c credited to my bank account I need a dividend of 98c to make $200.90c which is what I hope for when next dividend comes around in six months.


Kim is a wonderful girl and even though she worries me with using ice and cheating I hope she has good intentions at heart. I like her a lot and do not want to loose her over bullshit.
Kim you are a gorgeous young lady and I enjoy spending time with you, it is always fun!


What else, I have been looking on realestate.com.au and finding no properties that are worth buying within my budget of $6,111.00 which I have saved in my bank account for a FHSA ( First Home Saver Account ). I want to make something of myself and I will eventually just got to take it one day at a time. Hopefully I get to see Kim at 1230pm - 1pm break/ smokeo.
I am happy that I have got some more treasure though I need to write up a site which shows all the items I have for sale. Just need time to make it up, sorry write it up the webpage that is... .


Conclusion is that Kim is a good girl with similar aspirations and dreams like me. Just I hope the criminals she is associated with don't lead her down the wrong path. Babe I am trying to pull you out of darkness not draw you back into it!!!
Also I feel I need my parents to get solar panels built onto the roof of the house because it will save cash every electricity bill. Who cares if they look ugly they look fine and the roof wont be that damaged by them also need to set up some wind turbines so to generate electricity from them would be good. Anyway life is good somewhat and it can only get better.
Peace Out
Till next time averideci ehhh ketchyahszzz