Here is the information that I wrote whilst Kim was away getting her macca's from McDonald's Restaurant, possibly the Dandenong one, if there is such a place?! Anyway I am chilled at the moment with no one to talk on my phone other than those who answer when I call which is only a few tho I believe I will have more people to talk to over time just at the moment ppl are limited. Here is the mass of text that I smashed down without even looking at the keyboard, how good am I at it?!
I hope the new year brings heaps of success and good times I want the goodlife and a successful succession onto that of myself. I hope Kim is loyal and doesn't cheat me tho it is ultimately up to her in the end and I have no control over it or who she sees I hope I am her man tho things tell me that I really have nothing to worry about except that I am putting Sarah into the past and moving forward. I hope Sarah has a good life without me and doesn't get ripped too many times like she has been with me gone out of the picture.
I hope that the new life new number new girl new year is a fresh start and not the bad shit that my past can be viewed or opinionated as. I suffer from mental illness and I get credited credits for being so, as I am a helpless cunt and can't hold down a job if I had too, so I receive the pension for free well I have to take medication in order to qualify for the DSP (Disability Support Pension). I hope my life goes good over the next few months I need to get my life sorted out and working good. I need to start an online course to get a degree in Accounting or Business Management either ither or combination of two would be good also. I just hope my life is taking a turn for the best and that I am not being played by the girl of my prayers of a dream I had years ago I remember looking up the Vizard St once before years ago to prove I wasn't insane tho I was not taken seriously and it was overlooked instead of given credit for my psychic fortune telling well future visions I experienced in my sleep. Some of my dreams are so real because they are real life that manifests in front of me and makes me who I am today, yesterday, tomorrow. I am a strong believer in fate and destiny and I believe Kim is my lady luck my gift from God or the universe the cosmo's. She is heavenly divine and I would love to spend as long as I can with her and feel life for how it is meant to be lived without the substance abuse. Use can come in later tho I am on the steam train of abstinence and not using as long as I can so I don't relapse and go crazy and have drug induced psychosis again. I am going to wind it up there tho in conclusion I'll say that GOD exists and that prayers are answered and your cup will over flow if you are a good person at heart. Also I must add that communities and households need to harness wind power for it is natural and ever present (I know this is a tangential thought tho bear with me), Wind turbines are the key to making renewable energy my mate next to me is saying Wind Turbines are realistic and are a sense of direction, I reckon meaning eco-friendly and self sustainable energy creation that needs to be captured or utilized.
I'll end it there with an ehh ketchyah and ima gonna getchyah I betchyah glad to have metchyahs!!!!
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